When we are apart,
Thoughts of you consume my mind.
I think of you and find,
A lot more than I admit.
I want my words,
I want our moments,
I want this to be…
I want this to mean…
Have more than weight.
Have mass and gravity,
All things necessary to exist.
I want to truly feel…
That this solidified my tribulations,
And that my wait was worth it.
My favorite thoughts of us
Are the ones that haven’t happened…
I listened to a song that made me think of you.
An album I hadn’t heard later,
I feel like I knew you better than when
I invested time in knowing you.
So should I call you sometimes?
Would you answer?
Or am I still stuck on stand still until then,
Wondering how our story progresses?
I miss your soft kisses.
Sweet things in the evening’s air.
That was honesty.
This was honestly…
More than I planned to share.